An gloomy day

Location: Home
Mood: as above
Music: None

Finally, the official results of my last sem was out this morning. Feeling so excited and at the same time nervous and worried over the early release of the module result. True enough, the nightmare has came and i am so sad over it, after much calculations, it turned out that I have actually failed for my 2 written papers despite being so confident at it. Nonetheless, I have try to calm myself down as i believe there is nothing i can do about it. This is the first time i am able to get over such heartbreak issue, keep telling myself to wake up of this nightmare and life has to go on. haha....

Seems that last sem results actually made some of our transcripts ugly, and YES this sem i really did very badly among the rest. Come to think of it, I was quite lucky enough that I have actually passed both modules without having to waste another few grands. Now, my objective is to quickly get my ass out of this school and secure a job asap. Same thoughts which applies to my close buds too. Because ultimately we will all end up having the same certificate, no doubt some may have a nicer transcript. Come to think of it, study without honours programme indeed isn't putting extra pressure on yourself, else there will be more comparison by now. :P

Now, we are all left with the 12 CP which is the FYP, 60 days counting down from now. Tomorrow will have our meeting again, been some time since we last meet up. Time to get back to work. Tomorrow will be a better day for you and me. No worries and i guess is time to work doubly hard again!

Erm.. seems like I have written a long entry tonight, just feel that I've been down on luck this while, kinda have those senses, you know ya... especially the moment when i felt that stiffed neck issue which lasted for 3 weeks plus. Kinda unlucky boy! and now my results. I need a lucky charm, can someone please give me one! :P Alright, enough of my whinning and buzzing... time to sleep. signing off!